urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx mattsexx mattsexx 2004-08-12T01:59:52Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx:7903 2004-08-12T01:59:52Z 2004-08-12T01:59:52Z im tired of fucking new york... i mean i like chillin with my dad but hes always at work and its shitty. i miss virginia and i cant wait to go back. i dunno its just boring here. anyway i chilled with ryan alot from va. hes cool . i dont really have much to say except i miss all my friends from virginia. and my girlfriend. i just feel shitty right now. <br /><br />blahhhhhhhhh<br /><br />i hate this dumb journal thing. this might be my last entry urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx:7563 2004-08-08T04:51:57Z 2004-08-08T04:51:57Z well alot happened over the last 2 days.... a huge fight between me and my girlfriend being one of them. it was horrible . we fought all day and night. until we finally worked it out. im glad we did because we both said stuff that hurt eachother. im not going to let us fight like that again, it was'nt fun and just sucked alot. im just glad we resolved it, even though i cant stay madd at her :)<br /> anyway, today REALLY sucked. i mean my friends from new york are out of town so i couldnt chill with any of them... so after taking my dad to work and my sis to her friends house. i just chilled at the house all day watcing tv and doing laundry. finally around 6 i got up and went to the mall and bought a belt and dinner. i came home talked to my &lt;3 for a while then went and got a application to wegmans cause i need to pay my mom for having such a high phone bill last month... anyway tomorrow should be fun, im chillin with ryan, maybe running with the marines . <br /> but im out.<br /><br /> your so special to me, and i dont know how i would live not knowing you, i would really be missing out thats for sure, im just lucky to know you and hope that this 30 days go by fast ... &lt;33<br /><br /> love matters. ** urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx:7284 2004-08-05T06:34:39Z 2004-08-05T06:34:39Z well its freaken 2 30 in the morning<br />im still in new york and i have about 33 days left.<br />im counting them down<br />today wasnt so bad because my dad let me have his car<br />i chilled with ryan woodruff which now lives in new york<br />we went to carousel mall and just chilled places<br />tomorrow i get the car too <br />but i cant wait to go back to virginia because there <br />is someone very special that i am waiting to see<br />and i miss you very much. its hard being without her <br />but just thinking of how great it will be when i get back<br />is what gets me through every day.<br />i dont know what id do without her, and im so lucky <br />just to even know her. therent arent even enough<br />stars in the sky to describe how great she is. <br /><br /> counting the days... <br /> love matters urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx:7144 2004-08-01T13:37:54Z 2004-08-01T13:37:54Z heart broken twice urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx:6759 2004-08-01T01:00:24Z 2004-08-01T01:00:24Z im in new york now for the remainder of the summer. i dont come back until labor day which is the day before school starts. it sucks but i mean at least i can spend time with my dad, which is pretty cool cause he lets me do whatever i want pretty much. today i went to the mall with him and i got mass school cloths. i miss everyone from virginia already especially my girlfriend sam. i cant stand being away from her but theres nothing i can do about it. i just cant wait till i get back to see her because its going to be so great. we just got back from the movies, i saw the village. and it was kind of wierd. oh well im soo bored, sams at a party, drinking with guys, it sucks but i mean i complete trust in her. anyway i have about 38 days until i get back to virginia and i cant wait. i just hope all my friends dont forget about me . that would suck. but im out. im going to start updating alot more since i have nothing to do at night here. <br /> Love, Matters &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx:6535 2004-07-27T03:46:51Z 2004-07-27T03:46:51Z this is my first update in over 3 months haha. <br />its not my fault, my computer had a virus and i finally got it fixed. <br />its mid summer and ive been having mass fun with my boys. so much to say but im too lazy to actually type it all out. but anyway i met the best girl ever sam moore. shes my girlfriend now and i like her so much. i have a feeling were going to be together for a long time. but anyway on thursday im going to new york until labor day. it sucks but at least i get to chill with my dad , hes cool. and plus hes gonna buy me stuff for my jeep and new cloths. my birthday is in september and i cant wait cause thats when i put the new tires and roof rack on. prestons been living with me for like the past 3 weeks hahaha. its weak cause he got kicked out of his mom and dads house lol. we had some fun ass times at his dads house getting drunk as shit partying, anyway im out. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx:6344 2004-04-05T18:46:58Z 2004-04-05T18:46:58Z well friday is my last free night of having fun. i think im going to randys because he has the apartment ALONE for 1 month. were basically having a semi party. so anybody that wants to go, let me know. leave some. matt urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx:6043 2004-04-04T17:13:21Z 2004-04-04T17:13:21Z ok. well this weekend was alright. 4 more days till spring break. and i have to spend it in disney world with my family. but oh well. it will be pretty cool with mickey and donald. leave some urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx:5763 2004-03-29T01:00:19Z 2004-03-29T01:00:19Z this weekend was pretty fun :) <br />well on friday I had to work 4-8, which sucked but after that I went home and then I sat at home until I went to brians house. it was me brian matt sapella heather and sam. which was pretty gay cause I was like the 5th wheel . but anyway after they went home me brian matt and kyle all went to the beach to get brians brother so he could buy something for us :). hehe . then we came back I picked up heather, sam, lauren, monica, kaitlin, jillian, and headed back to brians to chill. it was really fun I ran around the house all night haha. we brought all the girls home and then went to my house with kyle. I woke up and basically cleaned all day. then at night. me kyle roman all went to lauras house and brought her to beccas then back to lauras lol. we left there and came back home. then around 11 30 jess called me and I picked them up from tiffanys party. we came back to my house and chilled inside and on the trampoline. pretty nice. now its sunday night and I just got back from gay work. I hate my job, I seriously need to find a new one. <br />oh well. we might have another sneak out next weekend yayayayyaya <br />love matt urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx:5608 2004-03-24T01:53:59Z 2004-03-24T01:53:59Z well, this and last week has been pretty shitty. <br />the girl i liked and liked me....suddenly stopped liking me. so now were just friends. oh well. im over it. but anyway, i hit some guy with my jeep last friday, it sucks but i fixed it already . not too bad. been pretty bored lately. who wants to chill this upcoming weekend. cause i have none plans. please lemme know. <br />oh well. i want a girlfriend urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx:5338 2004-03-20T13:59:18Z 2004-03-20T14:02:41Z yo this weekend was CRAZY. we roll up to the movies and were about to see a movie. but ellen jessica are about to fight this girl heather. so me and brian walk over to see whats up. so first their all just talkin shit and stuff. but then ellen and heather start fighting. ellen works her, and throws her on the ground and beats her, ellen holds her on the ground and then jess starts beatin her face, then this girl comes up and BOOTS heather in the FACE. mass blood everywhere, really fucked up !. but then ellen backs off and just jess and heather are fighting, but heather gets on jess and they fight for a sec then ellen pulls her off.. but this girl got jumped, it was fair when it was 1 v 1. but i think its fucked up that mass heads were fighting her. it was crazy... im trying to talk to some girls. whos tryin to date :)<br />let me know ladies, im single &lt;3. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx:4868 2004-03-07T23:47:56Z 2004-03-07T23:47:56Z yeah this weekend really sucked. first of all, i had to bring my jeep in to be fixed thursday, and i dont get it back till monday after school. yeah that sucks. <br />friday, i sat at home all night, then kyle came over and we chilled, then went to bed. saturday i worked at my aunts house all day cleaning out her garage for some money. after that i went to the show at hubys' it was alright. then i went to chill w/ stacey brittany randi and some other chik. my &lt;3 ( hopefully ) wasnt there so that sucked. but sunday i had to freaking clean all day. GAY. well, tomorrow i get my jeep back after school , then go to work . and maybe see someone after :)<br /><br />matterrrrsss<br /><br />&lt;3 ! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx:4644 2004-03-03T03:10:34Z 2004-03-03T03:10:34Z Well today was pretty normal, woke up went to school <br />came home and ate some food. then went to the store real quick. kyle came over and we watched " The Missing " it was some stupid indian movie and I think it sucked. <br />W/E I just want it to be friday so I can go on my date with her.<br /><br />later matt<br /><br />P.S. COME ON FRIDAY urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx:4530 2004-03-02T02:34:40Z 2004-03-02T02:34:40Z today is freaking monday : / <br />oh well. I had work today, more and more old people<br />oh well, their mad funny. I cant wait for the weekend.<br />no work tomorrow kyles coming over at night, and were gonna watch some movie or something. I dunno, its our parents crap<br />today was easy, i only have to work again on wednesday. then im off till next monday Yayy. more chill time. anyone intersted ? im busy friday : ) somone special.<br /> BLAHHHHHHHHHHH&gt; later urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx:4123 2004-02-17T01:48:15Z 2004-02-17T01:48:15Z well i havent updated this thing in about a month i think. but ill start doing it again<br />today was pretty good, i woke up with kyle and was about to go to breakfast at IHOP with sara and katie but they couldnt go. So kevin and gary came over and when kyle left i met them at kevin's house. from there we headed to the amputheater catch some mudd. i almost got stuck once but randi helped me inch out. then saw the BIG doggs, ( V8 explorer on 40's , and other monsters ) tear up this Gigantic ditch. then drove gary back through the field so he could hop in kevins truck and go get his silverado. <br />gary came back and went crazy lol, we chilled with the "big boys " and was pretty chill. then i went home and cleaned my shit, the worst part of muddin. but after that the shitty day started. i had work ! it sucked. but tomorrow is school and then after that if it doesnt snow or rain im putting the rest of my lift on. i still dont have a girlfriend and it sucks, i think i had her once but lost her. :/<br /><br />- love matters* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx:3831 2004-02-09T02:04:21Z 2004-02-09T02:06:00Z not much been going on, just ive been really sad lately because I have no valentine..<br /><br /> lonely matt urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:mattsexx:3336 2004-01-29T01:03:57Z 2004-01-29T01:03:57Z nothing matters anymore....